Sunday, May 12, 2013

mothers day

its raining on mother's day, it feels so appropriate as we spend the day laying about and not feeling motivated enough to water the garden. the plants will enjoy this cool spell though, the lettuce and border plants are probably very thankful to get some moisture.
i wish i could rebuild all the walls that have recently been structurally uneasy. i have decided that he foundations of my life need to be set anew.
goals:
-move for the summer
-elephant tattoo(they never forget)
-decorate my new cozy space
-GROW
this breakup has made me feel so strange. i am no longer weepy, simply curious but without answers.
the world is a silly place though that begs to not be taken so seriously. i will carouse about and grow a nice big garden and the summer will still be the same as its always been, hot and full of questions. the new instruments are lovely, i have began to learn a new simple song to sing.
my words have become so contrived and steeped with metaphor i almost feel like they are written in code.
the summer is beginning and i can already feel its heat.

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